memory

Monday, 14 September 2009

  • ITHAKA

    This is one of the jewels in Cavafy's poetic crown, or at least one of a handful of his best known poems. It is No 32 in the canon.

    32. ITHAKA


    If, like Odysseus, you try to get home to Ithaka,
    be lucky in your journey - let it be a long one
    packed with fascination.

    Don't be aghast at giants or fear the one-eyed man
    or the angry sea-god:
    these are only fables.

    Your mind exalted,
    your spirit and body purified through thought,
    you need not witness these monsters
    unless you carry them with you
    locked in imagination.

    This wonderful Ithacan journey -
    pray it may be long
    full of happy summer mornings
    when you enter new harbours never seen before
    tense with excitement, your heart thudding heavily.

    Do not omit to visit those trading stations
    set up by peripatetic Phoenicians
    who in their wanderings to fabulous regions
    amass the most beautiful pearl and coral
    heaped up with amber and ebony
    in dark shops redolent with sensuous perfumes.

    Do not forget to study at great Egyptian
    centres of learning, to extend your wisdom
    by the words of the wise.

    Your destination, Ithaka, keep always in mind:
    that's where you're heading; that's your purpose.
    But better that your journey is not hurried
    (Ithaka is always waiting)
    better if it takes you years to get there;
    better if you're old when you reach the island
    enriched beyond expectation with experience

    - then Ithaka, your goal, on coming home
    will not disappoint you.

    It was for this you wandered,
    for this you came.
    Having seen so many wonders,
    you accept her: this is your home, your island.
    You come with full hands; and you were not fooled,
    wise with experience, into thinking
    Ithaka other than she is.

Sunday, 23 August 2009

  • clouds

    wow, you are something
    i have loved you since yesterday
    today i'm filled with certainty
    that you will be here waiting for
    tomorrow to see me

    then we will be something
    we will be clouds.


    over ice water by hang mai and chau nguyen

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

  • vulcans

    there is an appeal to Vulcan thinking.  use rationale to lessen the effects of irrational thinking.  to understand fears, i would have to deconstruct the fear, so I can act.